WE ARE ALL WITNESSES.

a v. unlucky week, lady luck abandoned me, n im in a mess, everything seems to go wrong. what ever shit i do, there will always b negative effects. as much as i can remember, i wud try to elaborate.

1st the failing of test, all test r failed badly, while others r eagerly comparing marks. 6/25 13/35 10/25 sure doesnt sound n look gd when telling other ppl, wadsmore WTF even eng was juz passed. m i realli tht sucky in studies? i wonder wad wud happen if were to get kick out of skool, no more ncc, no more 2L, no more soccer addicts, no more basketball durin recess, no more bedok reservoir, no more weekly arcade/ball-game... i dun wad to happen, im dead serious.

i broke vinegar bottles when i juz slided them on the home ec table, i even didnt noe y the bottle ended up in my hands in the 1st place. n relief teacher confisacting handphone, when i was not even using it. left my food containers at library (cos sci remedial), n it was gone the folowing day, get reprimanded as my mother told me a milllion times to remeber the containers.

then at ncc, csm said we were weak, im sure tht wasnt the case rite part b? then 2day's run, onli i n weien ran, others gave excuses like 'o i dont feel like running 2day', then wad for come? we r suppose to train more n prove csm wrong arent we? then soccer, supposedly nothing bad will happen. but i was wrong. besides not playing well in the 1st 2 games, i had a chance to ammend my mistakes at the 3rd game (2goals 2 assists), but....when i was pursueing the 3rd goal, i rammed the ball into a stranger. the things he carried fell, when wwe gave him back his spoilt bottle, he wihtout looking throw the bottle into the drain, n said things like no playing soccer at void deck, n giving me tht killer ah-beng look. im guilty, i realli am.

so much for the emo part, but i realli hope this is juz a lesson, i hope tht i will learn it. hav to go study le, no more test could be afforded to fail. wish me luck ba.