cross country results is out.

disappointed, owell i expected it.

actual results
4.1km - 19 17.16

position: 199/317 (excluding people who fall out)


i stopped twice during the run
its not like i no stamina to run
comeon its not 42km
its just 4.1km
BUT
the pain is really really ARGH

i hate myself
why must the pain come to me
why must so suay be tht day

im not using the pain as an excuse
i just feel blardy lousy
i dun like the feeling of ppl
running pass me as if im nuthing
i hate the feeling of being the last few
to cross the finishing line

i cant believe i still won 100+ ppl
i was so shocked when i heard my timing was below 20
i was expecting 25min and last few position

but
i still disappointed mr tong n myself

he gave us two targets
1) get a respectable timing <20min
2) ur new personal best

sad to say i tink im the onli person in the team that had not met the 2nd target

trial run (a week b4)
4.3km - 18 02

sad case
sad life
shall go watch 'how to be emo'
FATALTY, TEEHEE

2.4km's the next running event
im not running it anymore=(
...





IM SPRINTING IT! =)

this blog will selfdestruct after this post.

pop and cross country comp and mye coming. hope im ready for it.

look at this cool pic on top,

just took it yesterday during heritage trail recee,

had fun with each other,

wonder if we would still be like tht after a yr or 10 yrs,

hopefully so, LOL.

i wan 先苦后甜,

after mye, i realli wanna slack until i hav a big tummy like yong quan.

then i will name it yum yum=.=

quite cool leh.

SO i shall lead a life of complete boredom

eat, sleep, study, train.

TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NO MAN

~ms chan

5, 4, 3, 2, 1.....

BOOM !

2day was an emo day.
i dunno y.
i just felt tht every1 seem to piss me off some way
even my dearest platoon mates (they didnt)
i just felt blardy sian,
summore stomach pain, sai dun wan come out
no more self control
vulgarities out
neo here neo there
piss every1 off
such a loser

but after tht
played wif kiameng n ruibin emo basketball
took off shirt, vent all the frustrations
played like some retards

then some chinas came
enjoyed insulting them with ZHONG GUO HUA
and WELCOME TO CHINA

left at about 730,
talked horny all the way
i mean wad u expect when u walk
down the hill AT NIGHT
wif ruibin n kiameng=.=

feeling much better now,
i noe im an arsehole at times,
sorry guys.

i ate vinegar for breakfast
when i saw u guys taking the juniors
i was thinking in my heart
hey, tht cud hav been me
but owell
i will get over it asap
trust me.

im tired

im sleepy

im hungry

你想要的

我却不能够给你我全部

我能给的

却又不是你想要拥有的

cant believe mr yeow actually visited my blog=.=

just wanna tell some ppl,

im not emo le lar.

heres a quote frm 换换爱, rainie yang show!

'没有期望，就不会失望'

ure not suppose to read this, kpo leh

I WANNA BE IN A NIKE ADVERTISMENT
I WANNA SHOUT 'JUST DO IT'
I WANNA PROVE IT TO EVERY1 WHO DOUBTED ME
BUT CAN I?

MY WHOLE PART B YR WAS SPENT CHIONGING TO ACHIEVE THIS TARGET,

I WORKED AS HARD AS I COULD,

BUT IT SEEM LIKE IT AINT ENUF BA.

IM STILL THE COCK UP EEKWEE I WAS.

IM STILL THT WEAK BOY I WAS.

IT IS ALL OVER.

ITS GONE.

ITS TIME FOR ME TO WAKE UP.

I ASK MYSELF,

IS THIS ALL A DREAM?

NO.

ITS A NIGHTMARE.

HAIZ...